My life

I haven't been blogging for a while so i just wanted to explain why ...

Ok, I decided to visit my long lost grandma, who i haven't seen for over 7 years as she lives in Spain. I went out there alone and felt quite brave doing this, considering i haven't seen her for such a long time! Whilst I was there, I found out that I had two cousins who I never even knew about! They are called Phoebe and Amelia and they were both absolutely adorable! Phoebe is 7 and when I was out there it was Amelia's first birthday so it was really special for me to celebrate that with her and the rest of the family I didn't know I even had! I was in Spain for 10 days and I had such a great time. The food was good, especially the traditional paella and the sun just didn't stop shining the entire time I was there - in fact it got too hot sometimes so I had to spent many afternoons indoors :( but hey ho and a bottle of rum.
Whilst I was out there I missed my boyfriend so much so I made the expensive mistake of calling him, texting him and sending him thousands of picture messages practically everyday so I dread to think what my phone bill will be like at the end of the month! However, whilst we were messaging each other he told me that he wanted to treat me so that afternoon he went online and booked two tickets to the south of France ... The thing was, he booked the tickets to depart the UK on the Saturday which meant the day I was travelling back from Spain, I would then be hopping onto a different aircraft and heading straight to France. It was a tiring day but at the same time really exciting and spontaneous, however, I didn't have a chance to unpack my clothes from Spain and pack nice new fresh things :( But oh well, I didn't let that put a dampener on things; it was still a great trip!
We went to France for just a week but all in all, I was out of the UK for 17 consecutive days so it's been difficult to get hold of the Internet and start making blog posts :(
On top of my holidays not allowing me to blog more often, I have also had a lot of things on my mind.... I'm currently heading into my final year at university and have just received my results back from my second year, showing that I have failed 2 units, this means that I will have to juggle resitting these units on top of studying hard on my final year units. I can see it being a very stressful year ahead. In addition to all this bad news, I had a phone call from the letting agency who my boyfriend and I rent our flat  from and they said that we aren't able to renew our lease on the property so we need to move out in just 2 months!!! Things feel like they're spiraling out of control and I feel like I need another holiday to recover from all this news but here comes more bad news ... I lost my job about a month ago in a really nice, new bar and consequently I haven't been able to find another job :( Sorry for all this negativity! It's just nice sometimes to let it all out - hope you don't mind! I'm not usually like this, but I have a lot of my plate at the moment and thought it was best to let you guys know whats going on. Thank you for all the support everyone's given me so far, I really appreciate it! I will upload the pictures of Spain and France for my next blog post so stay tuneeeeeeeddddd

Amy xxx